My Stylemate

UGHHHHHH

What does it take to find someone that you can like and keep liking without wondering how do you fit in in their lives or if they're feeling the same way. When can 2 people ever be on the same page? Will it ever happen? I hate when i find someone that i really like because that means we will never be together. I've come to the conclusion that I will never be in a happy and healthy relationship. I hate letting guys into my life because it just sets me up for disappointment and heartbreak. I want to be able to be in love with a guy without having to guess everyday "am i losing him?" Ive also come to terms with that fact that in order for me to have the one that i adore i have to like him less cause then he'll like me more. The one who cares the least has the most power...